My Fickle feet failed Sprawled out on the floor In Stumbling Grace, I fall flat on my face Bruised Knees and busted lip I want to abandon my own sinking ship, One that’s been sinking for a while, but all I can do is bear a fake smile A smile…

In a wallet thin, a woeful affair, I find myself caught in a snare. Pennies jingling, coins that choke, A funny tale, oh yes, of being broke. My bank account, a desert so bland, No treasures here, no gold in the sand. …

In the caverns of my soul, the truth is bound, A story untold mostly not profound. It sleeps like a secret, a realm unknown, Where a throne of truth, lies overthrown. In this kingdom where I rest my sword and shield, The hidden narratives are carefully concealed. …

Yes, I am in. Hell why not?

In life’s macabre theater, I take the stage, A captive audience, trapped in my own cage. Curtains rise on nightmarish scenes, replete, With horrors of existence, in shadows, they compete. Within this nightmarish circus, I’m the chosen star, A freak show of emotions, in an eerie repertoire. …

In shadows cast, I long to unveil, A rainbow’s promise, a secret to trail, Beneath the storm’s shroud, emotions entwine, A spectrum of colors, hidden in time. Through labyrinthine words, I seek to convey, The hues of my heart, in a cryptic display, In a world of whispers, where rainbows…

In contemplation’s depth, I chart my course, Within the quietude of solitude’s embrace, No need for explanations to endorse, The voyage of thought in this sacred space. Away from life’s cacophony and strife, In tranquil solitude, my spirit soars, The world outside, a whirlwind of life, Within my quietude, my…

I hate that I relate to this so much.

I need an explanation, A reason, Justification, A meaning, A path that explains your actions. Why did you do that? Please explain it to me like I was 5, Or explain it to me like 6, 7, 10, 14, 15 or 18. Explain to me why you said promised the stars in…